December 2009
34 posts
Dec 30th
755 notes
i love you godddddddddd
Dec 30th
Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
i have feelings for someone i shouldnt. or maybe i don’t, i dont know. i’m vunerable right now. anyone who is nice to me & is at least a decent person is someone i would want. i need to learn that i dont always need someone. i guess it’s just because for so long i had someone that made me feel amazing. for two years, i had the same someone. and now all i have is this mess so...
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
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Dec 28th
Dec 28th
12959.) We are not all teenage infatuated girls...
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Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
Dec 28th
“He taught me how to trust myself. He taught me that I should love every flaw. He...”
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Dec 28th
Dec 27th
merry christmas
i guess. idk. i got a new camera, a tripod, some clothes and some books & stuff. but whatever. i’m still not happy. i just want to die.
Dec 26th
Dec 24th
fucking kill me ok fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you....
Dec 23rd
i feel so sick, i can’t stop crying. how did i let this happen. im not ready for this.
Dec 23rd
Dec 16th
61-90
scribbledinblue: 61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he’s being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy.  62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them. 63. Guys relate everything a lot of things to sex… a joke, a slip...
Dec 15th
and i may feel like a fool, but i'm the only one...
right now im in bed with the most amazing boy in the world. he’s sleeping, he’s so cute when he’s sleeping. we were all curledddddd up listening to baby blue eyes on repeat, i still am (: im so in love. im so fucking in love it hurts. i miss him and he’s right next to me. i’ve never felt to close to anyone physically or emotionally than i have with him this weekend....
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
OH MY FUCKING GOD.
HES COMING, HES FUCKING COMING (thats what she said) no but really. ty called and was like “why the fuck is there no snow in rhode island yet ?” and i was like…. ? and he goes, well there isnt. im still like O_o haha then he was like at least not in warwick. and i was like how would you knowwwwww. den he told me he was at the airport. silly boy coming to surprise me...
Dec 11th
Dec 11th
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i never said thankyou for that,
i miss my boyfriend. fuck illinois. come here now you jerk, i miss you and i want to be with you right now. you left your tee shirt here and i wore it to school. smells like you still.
Dec 10th
Listenbrighteye: rroobb: kari-shma:Jimmy Eat World |...
Dec 10th
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Dec 10th
546 notes
I die a little inside every time we say goodbye, which was little over an hour ago, so I’m not really sure where my head is at. all I can say is, all of the pain we experienced alone the past couple of months, was entirely worth it. we became stronger than I could have ever imagined. nothing could weaken our love.
Dec 8th
“Long-distance relationships have an urgency that couples in short-distance...”
Dec 8th
Dec 8th
198 notes
yay survey (:
Ten Favorite Places To Be: 10.with my baby 9. the beach 8. in my dreams 7. my room 6. library 5. new york city 4. the pier 3. trinity rep 2. PPAC 1. in bed sleeping. Nine ‘Weird’ Things About You: 1. I color code/alphabetize the books on my bookshelf 2. I organized the clothes in my closest by style and how frequently I wear them 3. the feeling of someone grabbing my knee freaks me out; 4. I...
Dec 8th
Dec 3rd
Listenliveintheshadow: ...
Dec 3rd
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Dec 3rd
i need to stop listening to this shit D:
ecr: I love your pretty face, and how it rests on your pillow case. we’d get in fights, you spend the night; and I don’t see how we get this way, i think we’re alright. so cold, baby you’re so cold. take it easy baby we can make it right, girl you know that my love is always on your side. aw, not shit! i love that song
Dec 3rd
Dec 2nd